Stivertsen

There is a wall in my heart A prison, some would say I hold you there, not you, but you It holds my dream of that one day The day, when I again will see Not you, but you, the one inside of me I dream that you again at last Will return to your glory of the past That you’ll relinquish all that hate Return to you, not you, to stay Return to whom that once was lost And fight the dangers and the cost I know that this can never be Partly you, partly me Half of what you used to be Half of what I was meant to see I took a man and broke him down Within my heart lies your crown I took this hero and let him drown I turned a smile to a frown T

Roses are red Violets are blue no more summer no more you Roses have withered Violets have died You said you loved me I guess you just lied Roses go black Violets go rotten this was our love Now it's forgotten Roses were red Violets were blue I was in love I thought you were too Roses are love Violets are sorrow I'll be okay Sometime tomorrow

I hold myself secluded Cuz I just don't believe That anyone could love me Half as much as he It hurts that I am holding on But I just can't let go Of who I was, when he was here It's a debt that I still owe Friends are but a memory Of love long since gone They stay to remind me Of where I did go wrong I know I don't deserve a smile But it would feel so good To know that you can start again I know it's what you should I hope you end up happy It's all I'll ever ask That you reclaim your hapiness And relinquish our past Now I will always love you And this will break my heart But you can not be happy Untill we're far apart So I will pay my

They said mindfullness would save my soul But there are parts of me, I can't control A darkness that I can't set free A part of this, that can't be me. I'm half of what I used to be You stole the rest, what's left of me You took my love, my joy, my smile So I'll be darkness, for a while. I know I shouldn't love you still But I have no control, have no will My soul's infected with your disease My heart is foolish and disagrees. But I am stronger than I was then I have no emotions, but can pretend The greatest actress you'll ever meet A master of disguise, skilled in deceit.

I hate my life, I hate myself I want to die, don't want no help Shoot me up and dig me down I won't live a life where I drown I hate this world, I hate my heart I hate the people, don't want no part Don't like my mind, heart or soul Don't like my life, have no control Bad thoughts are rushing in again have no strenght, can't pretend my mind is filled with thoughts of death of hapiness, there's nothing left

Can't compliment you, without you crying. My words pierce like venom, through your heart. Leaves you stung and infected, born and bred with my disease. Infatuated, and left behind, nothing but a shallow, empty shell. No more and no less than anything. You might think I need you, but it's really the other way around. You always crave what you can't have, Always take, take, take on my behalf. You think me foolish, but I see the truth, I see your lies and I see you. So go on, bring me down, hurt me, toss me, don't make a sound. She might hear and she might come, but none the less, I'll leave you here, bruised and stung. Infected with my venom,

I've been drowning in your eyes, drowning in my fears, drowning in your lies, drowing in my tears. I walk the hallowed hall, shadows pass me by An echo of your call a replica of your lie. I've been trying to let you go, And trust me it's been tough, It's true that I really love you so, But love isn't ment to be this rough. Your screams emerge halfway late, I died before you came Living was never my fate Loving made me insane Now I'll walk away, leave you here like before, there is no way that I can stay, Even though my heart craves for more. So leave me now, my lonely lover, I do not either know how, I was never ment to

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